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My room’s in a mess. Has been for days. Trays and tubs and bags of medications lay scattered all over the floor, in sparse groups that lay divided with expiry dates. A problem that only people with chronic illness understand, with the endless changes in medications, dosages, and appointment dates. I have too many spare supplies of ‘take as needed’ medications; a fear that I won’t have them when I need them. Badly.
I suppose that this ritual purging of medications is something all of us with chronic illness dread and undertake every now and then. It really is a tedious chore; it took me a couple of days to sort them out, then more to pack a three-month supply. Yes, I’m getting ready to be frozen in Berlin. I’m not sure what to pack for sleepwear?
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This will probably be my longest trip yet. The most I’ve travelled at a stretch is a month at a time. Once on a Trans-Mongolian to Europe overland trip, and the other split between China and Sri Lanka. Three months will be pushing it – no direct access to my doctors, hospitals and support network. My finances aren’t exactly tidy either. Irresponsible, you say. A dream come true, regardless. I had to seize the opportunity when it rose like a bubble covered in glitter. So precious. I hope it doesn’t pop.
I hope I’ll be able to manage three heavy luggage bags on my own. A third of the weight and space are occupied by glass bottles, boxes and packets of pills. I know I will; it will just be a pain in the hands and ribs that’ll take a few days to recover. Not to worry, I’d probably be spending a few days resting after a long flight anyway. My body clock is already screwed up though. I wanted to adjust it so that I wouldn’t be too exhausted getting onto a late night flight, but I started way too early and now it’s a bit of a mess. But everything will fix itself once I arrive! I’m just going with the flow for now. It doesn’t matter so much at this point, I suppose.
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It’ll be an eye-opener for me to spend a few months living somewhere during the winter season. I know I’ll love it, just for the experience in itself at least. I’m also curious as to what sort of winter problems I’ll encounter healthwise, in terms of pain symptoms and dry skin (my skin is already dry in the tropics, so…). But we’ll adapt; that’s what we do as human beings.
I haven’t planned anything. The plan is just to get there and settle down first. There’ll be plenty of time to research and check things out, I suppose! But then again, time flies by. I’ll probably visit some museums, touristy sites, and the likes on some weekdays whilst I’m on my own. And leave everything else to spontaneity, depending on how I feel. It’ll be great and I can’t wait 🙂
I’ll also be spending a huge portion of my time there revamping and ramping up the blog, so keep an eye out for some changes! I would really love if it could finally take off as a stable stream of income, and it’d be something I’d really enjoy doing as well. So much to think about and do, but do I must. I need to stop wasting my time on the nitty gritty, and bite into this behemoth task. Like they say, bite off more than you can chew, then chew.
So that’s mostly my direction for 2020 so far. I want to combine my blog and career into one thing, and starting it on day one by setting foot in a different country is a blessing already. I hope to nurture a few important things in my life and watch them bloom – my career, blog, health and relationships. Everything else is icing on the cake. It’s going to be a good year, I know it. It has to be and I want to believe in it. Sending love, positive thoughts, and peace to all my lovely friends x
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*Note: This article is meant for educational purposes and is based on the author’s personal experiences. It is not to be substituted for medical advice. Please consult your own doctor before changing or adding any new treatment protocols.
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